Taking a break

This week started out not so good. Our 4 month old hasn't been sleeping so well so I decided to hell with it. I'm taking a break. Yep, 1 week of no exercise and kind of eating whatever I want. I'm still eating healthy meals but if I want a can of pop, I'll have it. If I want some cookies, I'll eat them. Today I'm really feeling the effects of eating all the junk. I'm super sluggish, my stomach feels yucky, my whole body aches. I've been making sure that my weight doesn't vary too much so that I'm not taking steps back. The whole point of this is to just give my body a break so I can go back and hit it hard and, hopefully, get over this slow weight loss. I hope this works.

Eeks

I've seemed to have dropped the ball when it comes to updating. My change of lifestyle seems to be taking a slight turn for the worse. With breastfeeding I really notice it because my little guy spits up a lot when I'm eating crap. I've been feeling a bit down this month and I know that shouldn't be an excuse for eating bad. I have some personal issues that I'm having to deal with and it's very hard. I'm just throwing my arm up and saying what is this all for? I've been exercising everyday but when I'm exercising I'm thinking about this issue of mine. I've been putting on this front that everything is peachy but its not so much. I had a very close friend of mine move away over the summer. At first it wasn't too hard but time is going by I'm missing this individual more and more. This person was like my best friend. Anytime I wanted to rant about something and my husband didn't understand or was tired of listening to me ( I can go on for days about things sometimes) this person would listen.
I know it sounds crazy like, how can someone miss another this much if they are just friends. Believe me it can happen. We worked together so I saw this person everyday. Now that we don't I'm lucky if I get to talk to this person once a month. They have a new job and a new baby.
Well, thank you for listening. Maybe this is all that I needed to do to get rid of this feeling and have my motivation restored.
I did go 2 weeks of eating very healthy and what got me on that was noticing that my baby spits up so one morning when we were getting ready to go I promised him that I was going to eat healthy. Anytime I was going to grab something bad I remembered that and there is something about breaking a promise to a 4 month old that just seems really wrong.
Anyone that find eating healthy a problem try what I did. Find someone that you can't break a promise to and promise you won't eat bad. It just might work.

Feeling Blah

The holidays are over and I feel soo blah now. I was on break from school so I didn't have my normal routine for 2 weeks. Now I'm back in school and it's hard to get into that routine. New Year's Day we sat around and did nothing but eat "junk" food then it all caught up with me. I woke up Saturday with a stuffy nose and sore throat. Sunday I added a headache. Luckily my husband let me sleep pretty much all day and only needed me to nurse the baby. The headache went away but I still wake up with a sore throat. It's hard to go down and work out when you're not feeling 100%. One great thing is that after I'm done with my workout in the morning I feel GREAT! Something about sweating up a storm before your morning shower just feels great.
Well, that's all for today.

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I Did IT!!

Christmas Day weight... 160lbs!!! I made my original goal. I have lost 20 lbs is 2 months. Ahhh it feels so great. Now, I just have 2 more days of "Christmas" to make it through and then temptation is gone. It is very hard to eat healthy these couple days. We are staying with my in-laws and what is made isn't exactly healthy. To them it is but to me it's not good and I get to deal my wonderful husband who goes a little crazy and eats too much causing crazy heartburn and lots of complaining. Ohhh I love weekends away.

December 19, 2008

Oops. I haven't posted in a week and a half. School started back up for me and I guess I've been side tracked. I posted new pictures the other day. They aren't the greatest but better than the ones a month ago. I love seeing that my belly and thighs are getting smaller. Oh I can't wait until I reach my final goal. I want to be HOT HOT HOT!!
Exercise I've fallen in love with: jump squats
Do a regular squat, don't bend your knees past the tips of your toes and keep your back straight, and jump up, go back down in the squat.
I do these as part of the cardio surge workout on a day that I don't lift lower body. Oh does love hurt. The next day the inner thighs are sore.
EXCITING NEWS!!!
After much discussing with my hubby and careful planning I will be designing a complete weight loss/ healthy living plan. I will have different 1 month plans, meals and exercises, for every need. All I will need is weight, height, age, and activity level. Why do I need this? Everyone is different and I don't want to send a 65 year old 5' 5" 180lbs person who doesn't exercise a plan with running and a lot of jumping. This would only be a great way to blow her knees. On the other end I don't want to send a 25 year old 6' 170lbs person who exercises multiple times a week a plan that only has walking. Flip flop those plans and we have a good combination. I have not decided what the charge will be for these plans, how in depth I will go, or if I will make additional monthly plans. I am on break again so I will have some time to start. As soon as this is available I will post it.

If I don't post again before Christmas have a good one.

A Little Discouraged

This morning I woke up like most days. Roll out of bed, go to the bathroom and weigh myself, 165. What?!?! I try it again, same thing. I was very down. I just wanted to go back to bed. What was the point of working out? I weighed the same as I did a week ago. Going back to bed looked real tempting by my shoes sitting in the bathroom were right there. I stood there thinking bed or workout? Bed, more sleep, wake up in 45 minutes, feel bad that I didn't workout. Workout, feel good about myself, only takes 30 minutes, probably won't fall asleep anyway. 2 minutes later, I was downstairs not wanting to use the elliptical. I just wasn't in the mood to bust my butt so I warmed up on the elliptical and did the surge with jumping jacks and jumping rope. While I was doing my workout I got thinking about my weight. Why is it not going down? I'm working out more, I'm eating healthy, I'm getting a good amount of sleep (for a mom of a 3 month old), I'm lifting 3 times a week. And that's when I got it. Silly me, muscle weighs more than fat. Then I started looking at my arms, yeah I guess there is more muscle there. Then I looked at my legs and oh, my quad dent is back (haven't seen that since CC and track days), hey there's my line for the quad/hamstring separation. Holy cow!!! Now I was totally pumped about doing my workout. I wanted to go longer lifting today but knew I had to beat my husband to the shower and get it in before the baby woke up hungry. Ah, another reason the scale wasn't what I wanted. I'm a breastfeeding mommy and hadn't been "milked" in awhile. Moooo. While in the shower I was thinking some more. It's easy to forget about gaining muscle and get obsessed with the number on the scale. A friend of mine weighed 150 lbs and looked like she weighed 125 lbs. She was pure muscle. That's the body I want. I was weighing myself everyday, I was obsessed. This morning in the shower I decided I'm not going to weigh myself until Christmas. There is no need to weigh everyday. All it does is pump you up when the number is lower and makes you feel really discouraged when it's up. That could be another reason for not dropping the pounds. Too much negative energy about how I'm not losing. If I don't weigh myself then it's a lot easier to put out the positive energy that I am fit and that I love my body.
Now, there is a difference from loving your body and doing what you can to take care of it (ie exercise, eat healthy) and this is the way my body is, I'll just accept it, open a can of diet soda, and plop down on the sofa and watch TV. That isn't love. Once you love yourself then you'll see a difference. It may take sometime, but it does work. Trust me. I lost 10 lbs after our daughter just by looking the the full length mirror and telling myself, out loud, "I love you, you are perfect, and you are beautiful."
Do this for a month and people around you will notice how good you look, how positive you are and you'll feel great.